Here am i, Blogging another day of my life. Past three days i was in camp. What camp you want to know? Its my primary school P 5 CAMP!!!! Actually i'm not suppose to go back. But well.. After asking teachers, They allow three . Starting, the three is Shu kai, You yi and me. Oh yeah. One more name to add in, who is.... CHU WEN!!! My mind was like ' WHAT ?! WHY IS SHE GOING!!! ' But then, Ryan told me that she won't be with me. I was kinda relief. Saturday we have to go back for camp brief... That idiot You yi last min telling me that he can't make it dew to his Under 16 basketball match. Freaking angry. Another angry part. The day before the camp, chu wen called telling me that she might not make it for the camp dew of saying that her mother want her to work then going to camp. I was supper angry as well. Not only me, Ryan was angry with her also.

So day 1.
Chu wen didn't come. Left shu kai and me. We were the house instructor. Hate doing that. But well, I think we didn't kinda well. =D Yups. Shu kai and me were kinda close. But hey! We were primary school friends. Its been so long we haven't seen each other as well. Rumour spread as that thought that both of us were together. But the truth is that, We are not. We are only good friends. After that, In the afternoon, edmund and desmond arrive school .They suppose to be house instructor as well. But then, They went to help out in other stuff. Another rumour spread. While i came back to school as i went back to PHS to collect my results, They were having in-line skates. While... Of course i join in! Lols. Long time i didn't see uncle raymond also. So i just go take the skates as i want to. After wearing my skates, Was blading around and helping around. Edmund and one of the teacher don't know how to skate well. So i help out. After a moment, the teacher went to join the students learning how to stand. So left edmund. Still i'm trying to help him. After helping him, one of the sec3 instructor came asking me, ' your boyfriend arh? ' So who ever i be with a guy is my boyfriend is it? At times, I wonder am i like them last year? But who bothers. At night went to the library to sleep. Freaking cold.

Day 2.
Woke up. Feeling high, Was running. Manage to help them think of what to do at campfire prep. Teach the boys while we're on our way to trekking. I'm glad that they like it alot. It doesn't matter win or lose. All it matters is that you're having fun. As i was saying that we went trekking. We were freaking tired. But well, Being a instructor never show a tiring or boring face to the campers. That's why we are called as instructors. That's what i learn this camp. Continuing. We went round ups and downs. We have to encourage them as we encourage ourselves in our heart. I was very tired also. Trying to help them front and back. Thank God we finsh the trekking before there start to rain. After that we have first aid straight after our lurch. We went to music room. It was devided in half, So there was a diveder there. For us, Instructor went behind there to sleep. After awhile went to adventure tower. Went to help out on flying fox. So as another professional came to help. Was kinda quarreling with him. LOls. kinda fun also. After that is dinner, continue to CAMP FIRE!!! Well, We were the first group to perform. So i lead the performace . After that, shu kai, me and ms serene was supper high. Erm.. I meant me and shu kai. We were freaking high. Doing every single things just with the MC on that time. People even say they don't know us. LOls! So fun! Sweating like crazy also. Benson thought i played with water or something. lols. So you can imagine how much sweat i had. LOLS! Went home shower! Was rushing dew to the time as we have to be back by 12 as we left school around 11.30! Was craping in the library again. Laugh like crazy. Talking about how guang liang was like in primary school. How much trouble he brought. Lols. EH! He gang head hor! Don't play play!! LOLS! Lucky he don't have my e-mail, I'll be dead shit if he see this! LOlS!

Day 3.
Woke up early. Went running with them and stuff. Cheer all we have. I was supper tired after that. They had telematch. First match was tug-of-war. Well, This year all of my house were kinda small size. Don't really have chance to win. Yups. But then, I told them again, Win or lose doesn't matter, All you do is to have fun is the best! After all the games, We instructor took photos. This year i'm not going to make any outing for them. I'm dead tired to make any more outing. Have to contact here and there. Trying to ask them to talk to each other. This year i left not much time to studies already. So yeah. If anyone of the instructor going to make any outing, let me know. LOls. Went to eat together with the j2s. Either we were tired, Or we got nothing to say. We were supper quiet while eating. No one talks. After awhile we went home!!!

My day .
Went home around 2pm. Use computer, shower, after 3.30m. Help my sister to iron her pants, Around 3.45. Went to take a nap. Woke up around 4plus 5. Supper tired!! Went to work. That scary lady boss came! She order food freaking fast! Didn't even mange to finish write each stuff she ask for!! Asked wen ting to help me instead. Hehe. Well, Yeah, Work till 10.30 and here i am, at home blogging!!! OH yeah! my pay is in which is $70+ . End of the month , everyones pay will come. So next month salary will have $300 plus i guess. WORK HARD! STUDY HARD! PLAY HARD!! YEAH!!!

You know what? Guess that i don't really bother about WHO is reading my blog. I'll just blog whatever i want. By people who is reading this and DISLIKE me. Go ahead and spam. But just to tell you. I won't entertain you. Tell me whatever that you think about me or what. I don't bother anymore. People who like to read so much. Go ahead. But don't bother me.

Okay! Start me blog for today.!!!

Today was the day of drama cafe.. We did not bad! Lols. Finially its finish after everyones work! Thanks you so much to you guys of your afford. Sorry i haven't been with you guys. But i enjoy working with you guys!!! ^^

Have been busy of working and schooling. Well.. Now its holiday. Manager seems to be in need of people. Guess it'll be a busy holiday for me as well!! But hey! Don't worry people. I won't let it affect my studies!!! I'll work hard! Study hard! And PLAY HARD!!! WOOTS!!! YEAH!!

I'm tired! Tired tired tired!!! Working this few days. Plus will be working next few days also ba. Supper tired!!!! Last night ah hon called. We talk for a while till 2am.!!! As i left four hour to sleep. As you can imagine how will i be like to be like a zombie in school.

Yesterday was ah keong last day working at novena. He got transfer to another place. Well.. I wrote a letter to him. Just a few words. I pass to him. He got all happy and become like a little boy. So cute of him. But sad. its only 5 days that i knew him. Wish he will stay. But well.. He promise to come back visit us once in a while. Hopefully when he come back visit, I'll be work i guess. HOPE!!!!

Well, As you can see that i was on the phone with ah hon till late. Well, from what i heard from sky and the rest, He like me? or maybe just a crush. Well, I can't say anything. He seems to be a nice guy, cute little boy at times. But then.... He seems to be a strong buddism. Maybe not that strong. Well, overall ... i don't think i'll like him ba. We're like two diff people. Even though both is malaysian. But we grow up in a diff way. I totally have no confidence in relationship now. Totally! Losing one and another. I understand for my senior will say that i'm still young.. well. I agree on that actually. Another reason i won't accept him is that... He work at the same place as me. If we're together, One day we break. Won't it cause a CHAOS for me and him? Its not i think too much..

He ask me out on wednesday. Well... I got work on that day and wanted me to accompany him go SHOPPING!. Well.. Most of my friends knew that i don't go shopping. (If they knew me well enough.)Well, So he will be alone on his off days i guess. Haha.. Well. just let it flow. I believe it will flow to somewhere..

Yesterday was my first day at work. I think i was over nervous till i'm dead tired. Its only 4 hours and i'm like that. Tml i'll be working full day. Think i'll be fully dead before i'm done with my stuff.
People there was nice. Asking me if i'm okay with my work on the first day. They really take care of me. Teaching me things . Being patients. Funny thing is that most of them are malaysians there. LOls. Hmm.. I'm trying to work hard in whatever i do. I must jia you!!!

Looks like quite long i didn't post any thing. Well.. I'm still thinking about him! Gosh!! That stupid feeling!!! I miss Him.. i want him back... Hais. Feel so heart broken. Think he got another girl that he like . Haven't seen him for 2 months also. Wonder what have he been doing..

Exams its here. Stress week.. Oh yeah! I got a job! I'm start next week! Well.. Study hard! Work hard! Computer less! Yups! that should do it... Well.. Wish me all the best then. Misses!!!