I'm back from malaysia. Went on saturday morning. Well, We ate our breadfirst near by before we reach nanny's house. There is this guy, who holds one bunch of money. Flapping like no ones problem. Heard from my cousin that he had lots of money. Whoever talk to him or something, he will gave money to them. Well, Firstly he was drunk. Secondly, He like people calls him ' king' . Silly thing is that, People really call him king and so called serve him like one too. Idiotic people. Hais. Yups. After awhile have to set off to nanny's house.

We went Genting on Sunday. Freaking long ride. Butt hurts too. We[ the cousins ] went to rides those rollar coaster after we've put of bags in our room. It was fun! I nearly lost my life while taking the ride that called ' space shot ' . It goes all the way up to like 15 floor? and just suddenly fall in a few seconds and went up again. Freaking scary! Scariest ride i've got. Woots! Well, Had lots of fun around. Got myself a jacket again! Yeah! Haha. Second day, We went to shop around.. Was quite tired too. Elder sis wanted to Go to the huanted house. Well, I was tired, So i don't want to. End up we went back room and sleep. LOls. Can understand how sadden sis was. But! i just won't want to go. [ SOrry sis. ]

Check out on the third day. Mom Says 10am have to check out. She came in the room around 8am or even 7 am waking us to pack up. We were like, WTF! its as if we're a kid like that. As usual, I was push around like a kid. So just do what i was told then. After check out, We went to eat and went to grandpa place for a moment. I miss my cousins! I really do! we only can to spend with each other a few hours and we have to go off. Sad isn't it? After that went off to JB to get aunt to drive us back. Manage to come back singapore today then reach at midnight.

Overall, Its was fun and tiring trip. Didn't really enjoy much. I miss him! I really do. I miss him so much. Sometime i feel like giving up on him. But once i think of why i want to give up, I think it doesn't worth it. GOSH! oh yeah. I bought him a key chain. Hais. Hope he'll like it then. I MISS YOU BOY! I miss po po too. Drove pass the memorial park that day. I wanted to go visit her so much. I really miss her. Hais.. It hurts so much!

YEAH! toady is VALENTINE DAY! WOOTS! Got presents from friends and him!! so happy!! Hearts with chocolates!! yeah!! hehe.. guilty that i didn't do anything him!! arh.. Nothing to say sia.. I miss him.. I thought i will see him today, ended up that his at home and i saw him! arh! no fair!!! Saded!! i miss him arh! =D

Alright! Yesterday was our first girls outing! Ain, Amanda, maria and me went out together for the first time! Cool! Too bad we don't have any camera! WASTED!! I WANT A CAMERA!!! seriously!! Yeah, We went out. Went to ain's work place. She wanted to get her pay from her boss. So we accompanied her , Waste for an hour plus! I was so pist off. Its like, I've only limited time. So don't want to waste time waiting around. But got not choice. Waited then. Was talking to some people there. Their kinda nice people around. After awhile, A few guys came in. Well, They were ah beng, Then there was this guy, His an ah beng. Not bad looking. But he smokes! Haha. Okay, Never mind. All of us start talking like we work here and known each other for a long time. But well! Its fun. Help out to move some stuff as they moving to another place. It was tiring. After that, We went off. When we on our way to meet ain's friend, he msg ain and ask for my number. My mind was like, I knew it! He wouldn't ask to comfirm with ain for her number. But well, So i just gave then. We start sms each other and stuff, I know he want to jio me, He know that i know about it. So he start talking about he will quit smoking for going after me, I told him i don't like guys to change cause of me as it isn't a right way at all, If things don't goes well, He might blame me and stuff.

I guess he isn't a bad guy after all. But, I knew him earlier or something . When i didn't have feeling for wei liang, he still might have a chance. But the thing is that, i don't know how to tell him that i've someone in my heart already. Everytime when i have someone in my heart or i have a boyfriend, guys will come and go after me. Gosh! Every single time it happens like that. But this time, I'll make it clear. Some how i'm serious with wei liang. Its just some how i like him so much. I can even cry cause of him when we're even acting being together. Its kinda stupid. But this is how i feels. This is how trouble it'll goes when it comes to love.

Oh well, Changed my url again. Just can't take it when people start worrying about me and knowing stuff which i don't want to tell any one. Even though i wrote here. Its just some place for me to flare up or something else.

More and more papers is here. Getting more and more tired. Ccas and stuff. So tired! Roar!! SImply have been flaring up easily. Even maria can't take it. But really want to thanks her for being there for me. I just don't wish to see people worry about me. Hais. Sorry people.

This is the forth time i'm changing my blog URL. New blog skin also. But doesn't make any differents.

I flunk my paper today!! Totally turn me off . I even cancel the outing to celebrate joseph birthday. [ sorry] . See how flare up i can be now a days? Hais. sorry people. I'm just not in the correct mood now. Yups. =)

Nothing much to say. Things change, I thought we will be okay from the start. It turns out that he happen to change his mind and wanted us to leave him alone. He change, He totally change. He is not the guy who i use to know. Who i use to play and joke with. Why has he change to like that? I have no idea what to say now . Is he still going to change church? I'll pray hard which is a no. Hais. I don't want him to leave! HAis...