while.. its been some time i haven't been updated.. haha.. well .. i shall start one now.. hmm... yesterday went to sentosa with the cine gang again.. who went? there was.. fadzli.. ryan.. wen cong.. calvin.. mi.. sam.. evan.. pearl..wei zhong.. wenyao.. theo wasn't around.. (sad) i wasn't really have the mood of go in the water.. playing under the sun.. or sun tan? don't know why.. just don't have the mood of doing anything yesterday.. all i do is.. sit on the sand.. calvin was there the 'pei' mi as he can't go in the sea water.. then we were drawing who we love and fighting saying whose handwriting is better and some stupid stuff.. haha.. then after drawing.. we sit on the sand.. using fadzli's camera taking photos.. lol.. first time calvin would wan to take photo.. haha.. normally he will do is hide all that.. but now? wow! he kana influance by me? lol.. haha.. i'm the zi lian queen.. lol.. ok ok.. yeah.. mi and calvin wad fighting a day.. haha.. i agree with evan.. he can be a good friend.. but when come to stead.. he can just go away.. but.. hope he'll change.. he can be good with friends.. why can't he be good with stead? hm... wadeva.. the past is the past.. dont' wan to keep rag it up.. yup.. was missing dear lots.. was wishing that he'll come with us sentosa one day.. so i can spend one nice and beautiful day with him...hehe... after that. mi pearl and evan went off first as mi and evan are meeting our own dear and pearl just wan to follow along.. haha..

then reach cine.. straight away meet dear and off to his church.. hehe.. [sorrie to make you late ].. then met his one of the besties.. was suppose to accompany.. but her friend got a little angry for don't know wad reason. and she have to go.. then so sad.. i'm alone.. ahha.. not really... after dear skit.. mi go look for him as i'm abit cold from the start.. haha.. then we were talk talk.. then went bck up to finish everything off.. haha.. then after that some of his friend came and talk to mi ask some question.. after that.. knew one of his cousin.. was quite noisy.. haha.. kept asking mi for mye name.. then ask dear wad's mye name again.. then ask wad church am i from all that.. then dear thought that his cousin like mi..[which is no way!] after that his mother start talking to mi and ask wan to go off together.. i was like.. ok.. sure.. then after that.. dear actually wanted to pei mi go off first.. but can't.. we miss the bus.. then next bus come.. all of us board it together.. starting we took 30.. to a stop.. then take 143 to mrt.. bus 30.. we can't sit together as there isn't two seats for us.. lol.. but 143 have space! lol.. then the parents and his sisters was sitting infront while we were behind. haha.. sneakly hold hands.. lol.. but we didn't get to hold long.. as it was quite fast.. then reach home around 10+.. haha.. at least it was quite a nice day for both of us.. lol...

to dear..: it wasn't your fault to act inside.. i still have fun to see you .. how you look with the make up on.. lol.. and how you act in.. and remember.. i love you every second the clock tick.. love you dear!

haix.. all it started on sunday... went to church.. surppose to go pulua ubin camp with titus group de.. then i told them i no mood for the camp.. even though i know it'll be the last time for titus to be together or should i just say name titus.. and last camp for titus.. then skip batizem class .. accompany tiffany to look for her dad in the coffee shop.. after that.. meet the rest at ET... then play rock fever and para... then went to have our lurch.. after that went back play para .. play half way.. mye mum called.. i didn't pick up as i'm playing half way.. then after that.. finish playing.. called mye mum back.. she ask mi faster go home and pack mye stuff.. i was like.. for wad?! she told mi that po po fainted.. then faster went back.. while i was crying.. then reach home.. pack mye bag.. tiffany and the gang was trying to cheer mi up on the phone.. dear dear also try to.. then next morning.. go buy last min ticket.. then reach po po house le.. saw her lying on the bed.. she was so skiny like a skeleton.. was so heart broken to see her like that.. wan to talk to her also don't dare.. was afraid to cry infront of her.. so i didn't go in.. then at nite..10+.. went to had supper with mye cousins.. was saying mye birthday coming all that.. then saying next day go out to celebrate.. then i went to sleep after that.. was quite tired..

next morning.. i'm the first to wake up.. haha.. coz is mye birthday! i woke mye cousins as we've already said to go terminal 1 to pei mi 'shop' after that went cyber cafe to use the computer.. online for a moment.. mye sister was online too! was talking to her half way.. then she suddenly tell mi 'she's gone already' i was like.. huh? wad talkin you? then she told mi.. said.. mye grandma gone already.. then i start crying... telling mye cousin bout it.. he was very blur till see wad mye sister told mi.. then faster tell mye other cousins.. then we faster take taxi go back.. when i see mye grandma lying on the bed.. i start to cry.. cry and cry.. haix.. just can't stop crying till the last of funeral..

till now.. i'm still sad bout mye grandma.. haix.. miss her lots.. po po.. wo hen xiang ni!!!