haix. when is the last time i updated mye blog? i not sure myself also. just know . i've been sad all this days. on valentine was crying. i tried to stead with jason. but two days later. i just can't take it. as mye heart still having HIM . haix. i really don't know wad to do. haix. i just can't stop thinking of him. everytime will wonder how is he now all that. then keep accidentally call him dear. haix. i really miss him lots. why must this happen to mi? haix. really don't know wad to do. some one just tell mi. haix.

well. quite a long time i didn't update mye blog le huh. haix. haven't been really happy lately. not long ago broken up with him. i don't wan to. but lead to no choice ba. haix. i miss him badly now. very very badly. wonder wad is he doing now. how is he?haix. he told mi something. which lead mi heart broken. he told mi to go give those guys a chance that is wooing mie. haix. i don't know that he know that i still love him anot. haix. it really lead mi crying non stop. haix. why does he giving mi so much hope when i'm with him. when he tell mi will love mi forever. and i told him not to say that as nothing will last forever. he just won't listen and now lead mi to such a painful way. i thought. even though we didn't talk and meet up. we still can be together as our hearts will be together. he told mi that also. i trust him. i told him and he himself talk mi to trust him. i did! i trust him anot. haix. i feel like calling him dear again. haix. everyone has been asking mi to cheer up. i just have to act a happy face infront of them. but actually, i'm crying badly in mye heart.

i'm quite pist with tiffany this few days. but i have to act normal everytime. few days ago. i told tiff that mi and him are over. one face and word she told mi. which i feel like go and slap her and crying out loud. she give mi and smile is shouted GOOD!! i was so sad. seems like she don't understand mi. is like. i love him alot. most of them say he is not a good guy all that. i don't care! its mi and him relationship. not them! but. why must they say him? he must have his own reason for contacting mi . i believe he is busy with his soccer and stuff. haix. i don't know. haix. dear... no no no. we already broken up le. can't call him dear anymore. haix. * crying in pain * haix. i really miss him real badly. haix.