wah... today is so fun and tiring..is our shcool funfair! lots of things happen... you yi they all got come as i expected.. then is six of them... i have to bring them around school to show them chio buS lor...then talk here and there... say crap stuff la.. then as if they never see that before all that... then actually tour finish le.. thought they going le.. then i can do my councillor duty...then do awhile.. the stupid lim you yi go ring mi say need help all that.. then i have to go all the way to school gate to look for them... then in the end he say not he call all that... waste my time de lor...then keep on disturb mi till that stop.. then go do my duty... blow the ballon... very fun... i blow it... jin shi tie a knot.. then gearld tie a string around... may untill i bleed lor.. very pain and hard... then finially finish duty... rest... then heard that justin was here le.. then go look for him.. then lucky no duty to do all that... then pei him around... then after while.. he go off le.. [sad]... yeah... then ben they all very funny also... very long story... maybe have time then i say.. now very tired.. wan to sleep le... nite! sweet dreams...

haix.. i wanna cry le la... haix... heart broken le... is like.. don't know how to say... can say is in luv with him... haix... so call know he like another gal that i don't know who... my heart broke in to small bits... xin tong lor... haix... i know... i will not have the fortune to have a love one that can last with mi long de... that i love that guy lots also de... haix.. i don't know la... can tell all my story is love de ba... i don't know why... some time it make mi got into lots of trouble with it... haix... i don't wad to do... feel so down... very hard to be alone and a comfy place... haix... all i wish to have is a happi life ba... one that can last for long time... haix... i don't know wad talking mi le la... wan to cry!!!

HaiX... should i be smiling or crying... i fell in love wif this guy i knew from last year till now de... then start to talk to each other on june holiday...as we very long never talk to each other le.. then know some stuff from each other... know one stuff that shock mi too... now... i'm in luv with him ba... as talk on the phone this few days... know who we like all that... haix.. then we predict wad kind and who is our stead in the future... then say until his... he say he won't tell... when they stead le then will say... as in like... you like some one... and that someone maybe like anot gal... you will feel jealous and heart broken ryt? haix... don't know wad to do.. feel so down also... don't know wad to do in the future... i just have to give them blessing ba....=(

Haix... kind of heart broken ba.. yck guy ask mi for my number.. asi gave him... few days later.. he go for other gals......but.. in the end.. haix.. don't say le la... haix...not easy for mi to find a guy that i really love... i don't wan to be hurt anymore either... haix.. my last stead... he did not do anything wrong... i'm the one who told him that i wan to break up.. i'm the one who broke his heart... i'm sorry... haix... even his hurt... i'm hurt too... i don't know why.. i'm not recover from that day till now.. everytime i see him.. i don't know how to face him... how to start a normal conversation... haix... i've became weak... more weak then wad i use to be... found out something i could believe... even dough is the past... it happen same as mi... but i know we won't meant to be de ba... since he advise mi that not to think too much... yup... so we're still wad we are when we first know each other ba.. yup... even i'm also kind of sad.. i can't change anything also... when will my happi days start? i wan it to start... and not end... so guys if saw mi bloack face... equals i'm heart broken of i'm still sick... yeah... end here... buaix...