haix.. i don't know i should happi or sad for this moment anot.. break with him for some weeks le.. i just can't forget stuff... i don't know why i just can't forget him... someone just hit mi! still i lose mye memory is the best... can't remember anything ... life will be much better ba?haix.. i don't know... coz of him i reject mye friend? haix.. i just feel sad.. even dough we when out together once and pei mi home once.. i dont' know why.. just this two days we been together.. why i can't forget easily? haix..

and.. this few days... not very good in class.. as in.. been quarreling with mye class guy and even mye besties friends? haix.. i don't know wad is going on with mi.. maybe i've change again since i broke up with him ba? haix.. can't be blame.. i making ppl to hate mi.. i making stupid and lame jokes out of a stupid stuff... i just wonder wad will happen to mi in the future if i carry on like this... haix.. can't realli find someone to talk bout this... one day.. i may not in PHS anymore... i ard anot makes no differents... they will just carry on their life... oh yeah.. how stupid i was.. they don't even like mi... wad for i say this... haix... i'm just the stupidest of the stupid... dumpest of the dump... most idiot of the idiots... haix... i don't know wad to do next... haix...