Oh well, Today was sports day. Didn't join any thing. Feel so lazy to do anything also. So just slack around and cheer for my friends. Oh well, Just wasting time i guess. Time pass by so slowly. Was slacking at april's house . Well, we're too tired to play around too. So just sleep around or can i say rest? LOls.

Exams here and there. No time to waste. Study, handling church stuff. Pastor wee passing me to teach bible study for YF. DARN! i can't cope up already! i'm stuck on maths. I have to do well for my papers. I'll do that! That's for sure!

Being tired everyday. Couldn't sleep in class either. Listen all the way straight. How can i concentrade at all! My head going to burst soon! ITE! what course should i take? What am i going to do next? Going crazy!

One week holiday wasted just like that. Secondary four right now. No time to waste at all. I couldn't finish my stuff. I couldn't concentrate. Am i going to suffer or what? Hais. Having headache all this times. GOSH! Give me a break! Basketball, council, school, church. More and more things is pailing up .

Am i start thinking too much or what? He went to the course he wanted. I should be happy for him and yet, why am i crying? Why am i so sad? I know we won't be long. Poly have much more girls which is prettier and better then me. But i'm just that sad ryt now. I'm out of words. I really don't know what can i do now. I will be able to see him only on sunday and saturday. Guess there will be once, i won't be able to see him at all ba. This is what my feeling told me. Does he even think of me? When i misses him so much? When i think of time most of the time? I don't even know why. But this is how i feel. Feel so terrible. We're not talking much also. Never talk on msn also. Call him, his tone its like he don't want to hear from me. I don't know. I don't know what is he thinking about at all. I've nothing to say. Nothing at all.