well.. wad to say now? [[27052005]] i broke up with him le... when i told mi that... he still can laugh... i don't understand... even he think on the bright side... it still concent bout him ... i just don' t understand.. haix...

then next day is saturday... i had cell group .. outing actually... catch lobster.. starting i try to catch also.. then no lobster.. then i gave up... pass the net and the bread to steven junior.. then sit there ... look at the surounding... sad in my heart... suddenly yi yang come pei mi.. ask mi wad is wrong all that..[ thanx yi yang..] then he catch lobster very funny... ppl is stay still there.. he kept shake the stick that is attach to the bread... of coz will scare the lobsters away...then i caught one... hehe... by myself... but the net is yi yang hold de la... then after that... try again... then don't have.. then gave up ... sit there... talk talk.. then he go with yuan chen to feed turtle... haha... hmm... i sit there thinking... wad to do now since i broke up with zhu le.. then i went to walk around... walk untill i didn't know that yi yang and yuan chen were near the place i was standing.. then he ask mi to join them... then he and yuan chen bully the turtle...[ sho bad ryt?] hm... then i sit there think again lor... then we run back where the others are.. so tired... hehe... then time for us to go le.. zhi ming drive half of us go back.. then mi , yuan chen, yi yang, ah neh, and some juniors wait for the second round.. then i was sitting alone.. then suddenly yi yang came and pei mi again...[ thanx again..] hmm... then at the van... he ask mi sit with him... then i sit lor... then talk talk talk... then go mrt station together... don't know why suddenly quite close also.. but is a good sign he change... from a quiet guy to social guy le ba... yeah... God bless him ... hope he slowly believe in christ...=>

yeah... this few days we kept sms each other lor... [friends onli.. ] but is i started ... haha.. coz i nothing to do.. sim card spoil.. then onli got a few of them number.. then just sms and we start to talk .. yeah... think i'll end here... that i can say... God bless..

haix... now i'm heartbroken till heart broken ... i can't take it anymore... i don't know wad to do... i wanna leave this suffering home! i was home late today coz i got training... then i reach home... my mum start to scold mi again...say i cannot go chruch all there from now on... is like... she can ground mi... but don't take mi away from chruch... i've been suffering ... my sisters say my mum care for mi... but now she do this... is it still say as care? is like... i don't know wad to do now... even is her birthday... also not my fault... is i got training lor... i didn't know it will end so late... now she just scold mi all that... i don't know wad to do now.. haix... i'm like cry till siao lor... haix...

haix... my daes... i don't know when is it going to become an end... is like... just know someone that i didn't even thought of... that she say mi i'm a flirt! is like when i know i let mi into a deep big disappointment... haix... i cry till can't stop till i fell a sleep... is that i don' know wad can i say... whenever i see her... i will feel like crying... haix...

then wad bout today? starting is a very happy hours... then until... i go home... is like... FUCK!!!... my mother scold for being home late... when is onli 6.10pm... normally i reach home at 6.30++ de lor.. and scold all the stupid stuff... really very angry lor... haix... then my mother friend... chee bye... don't let mi see them again ar... go tell my mother that i got stead... then now my mother know le... and say wad... don't let her change see we together all that... haix,.. i don't know wad to do lor... is like... i was having happy time with dear till my mother scold... everytime like that lor... haix.. i got nothing to say lor... haix.. just feel very sad and hurt...

hehe... sho happy... one month anniversary le!!! even dough days is still normal... haha... hmm... my kor say mi and him don't look pei to be together... hmm... i also don't know leh...haix... everytime see someone... i will feel uneasy... like i stole him away from her like that ... even is not.. haix... also don't know wad to say bout it... sho long never update my blog le... know lots of sad stuff going around... haix... anyway... test here le... can't type long... have to go le... buaix...