hmm.. went to sentosa yesterday.. lol.. but.. onli a few of us went there.. less then ten lor! the ppl who went are mi.. tiff.. fadzli.. wei zong.. ryan... wen cong.. sebas..theo.. calvin..

we meet each other 9 at bukit botak.. then start.. sebas was like so weird lor.. 2 am msg mi some stupid msg that i can't understand.. then 7am keep calling mi.. don't even let mie sleep in peace.. lol... then meet fadzli and theo at cck.. then sebas sms fadzli with some stupid msg which no one understand.. which is like.. 'nvm.. i shit myself.. tat fat guy..' if it is you who recive it.. of coz you will be thinking wad de hell his saying ryt? lol.. then met the rest execpt calvin..then on the way to houbour front meet pa pa there.. then we go eat our breadfirst! mi.. tiff.. fadzli. and sebas one table.. papa.. wei zhong.. theo and wen cong another table..mi and tiff share a fried oyster .. then sebas eat roti prata.. and fadzli eat mee soto... then as ususal.. sebas was trying to cut the prata into smaller pieace.. then he cut untill one piece drop on the floor.. then the word he say out is ' there goes mye 10 cent' all of us was laughing lor.. then he drink tea.. he hold on the the cup and say.. 'wow.. is hot'.. then fadzli was like.. an ass hole also will know is hot lor.. he didn't drink it first lor.. he onli look at the cup.. we were like.. wad is wrong with him?! then after we finish our breadfirst.. then calvin came..

then go take the shuttle bus to sentosa! muhaha.. then reach the vistor departure station.. which everyone was so dump that one by one buy the tickets.. then MI[the clever one] which was like.. can you guys just give mie three bucks each.. so that we can buy the ticket faster? no one listen to mi but onli calvin.. tiff and fadzli.. the rest just went and buy.. then collect money.. go buy ticket.. and off we go to our fav place!!! lol.. they kept pushing sebas to mi [as he liked mi] then saying mi and sebas got our 2nd live.. i was like.. wad de hell.. i already have mye dear dear liao lor.. then off the bus.. calvin was like.. 'hor.. you and sebas.. i tell luke ar..' i was like so du lan la.. i didn't even wan to be near with sebas lor.. he is the one who keep following mi around.. so du lan with them lor.. i just wan a peaceful day.. and this happen to mi.. haix.. then reach our fav place.. put our bag.. then mi anf tiff went into the water first.. then play in the water.. then go play volley ball.. then went to the table where we put our bag.. then play here and there.. then i was at the table.. i turn.. i saw FOUR SMALL KIDS DIGGING A HOLE! and guess who are the SMALL FOUR KIDS? the leader is theo[ which he started it ] follow by calvin.. wencong and sebas.. lol.. they all just squat on circle and dig a hole and which theo call it a swiming pool.. lol..

then back to play in the water.. then the lil children finish digging the sand.. they fell it with water.. lol.. [which is theo's idea ].. then fadzli took out his vedio cam and record it.. then theo is the palawan beach monster.. then MI[ lil power ranger ( papa gave mi a sun glasses which when i wear look like one..)] i was like.. acting.. say theo is the monster.. and mi! the lil power ranger is going to save the day! lol.. it was damn funny la.. lol.. then papa wan to draw ' rayn love rayne' which give mi the idea of drawing ' i love luke '.. haha..miss him so much.. hope he is here with mi phsically.. then calvin was drawing some gal name which i don't know and i don't care.. haha.. then took the picture down.. then was quite tired.. when to the table there and sleep.. after that.. some of them went to buy stuff.. when they came back.. i'm back to normal liao.. was shouting here and there.. lol.. then helping fadzli and papa taking some crap photo.. then again.. sebas wad like.. behind and doing stupid stuff..[ like show ppl his under garverment ] stupid lor.. lol.. i'm going to put in friendster and show it to everyone man! lol.. then after that.. he and wei zhong go climb the tree.. lol.. then starting sebas climb.. and wei zhong go pull his pants down.. then show his butt.. sick lor.. lol..

after playing awhile more.. then we went to clean up.. after that.. went to town.. reach aroung 5+.. then saw victor.. then first think i say to him is ' WAH.. PANG SEH LOR.. DIDN'T GO SENTOSA WITH US..' lol.. then he say he got go.. but not with us.. then i was like.. ok lor.. then went to sit down.. which mye leg was very tiring.. then calvin sit beside mie.. he is also another one who is siao today.. but is after we reach town.. then he was talking mi bout how we hold hand in the first day.. the method .. lol.. i was like.. yeah.. that day i was very happy to be with him all tht... then come around and think.. why is he telling mi bout this all that? and asking mi when is the first time we hold hand.. then they went to play pool.. then i was sianz all alone.. then go see them play lor.. then all loser sia.. lose liao then very happy.. then say stupid stuff.. haha.. then calvin become beside mi.. then trying to ' strangle '.. then he started.. thought i was having fever.. then ask wen yao to see am i having one all that.. then come to tiffany.. the funny put.. calvin ask tiffany to touch mi and ask am i having fever or wad.. then tiffany say ' i haven't even touch her.. how come you touch her liao?!' lol.. i was there laughing la.. lol.. kana scolding by tiffany.. haha.. quite bad la.. at least i know that he still care for mi as a friend? haha.. then tiffany don't go where liao..

back to mi went back to sit down.. then again calvin sit beside and say hi to mi all that.. then he play with mye finger.. then after that.. he go play pool.. then come sit beside mi.. then tiffany came back and ask him to go away.. then she sit on mye left.. calvin sit beside mye right.. then he was siao la.. say wad...' hellow mye ex' then say to tiffany ' hallo mye ex's friend' i was like.. pls la.. i know we use to be together.. but don't have to say out ryt? haix.. don't know la.. then surppose to go fareast to meet norman.. the birthday boy for dinner.. then wait for pei yu they all to come.. when pei yu come.. tiffany start to du lan and bu shuang liao.. then going liao.. calvin also du lan.. say don't like pei yu all that.. no reason go scold him all that.. then say don't feel like going .. wan to go home.. but give fadzli they all face.. then go lor.. on the way to far east .. i see the time.. it was already 8.30 liao.. then by the time reach fareast is 8.45 like that.. quite late.. then i told calvin say just go there and have fun la.. don't care bout pei yu.. also not her birthday wad.. just go there be happy lor.. then after that i go home liao.. bo bian.. [ sorrie norman.. didn't go to the dinner.. ]

then go home liao.. was a bit down la.. don't know why also... walk slowly back home.. thinking of dear dear lor.. feel like crying also.. like i said.. i promise dear dear that i won't cry coz of some stuff.. then after that i reach home.. then mye shoulder was very pain la.. sun burnt effect... lol.. then online.. no mood to talk to anyone.. then was 10+ le.. wanted to sleep liao.. then xiaver called also ask bout the stuff which one i don't have de.. after that.. i was thinking of dear dear.. wishing him to call mi.. then going to sleep liao.. someone call mi.. i was so pist la.. as in like.. who call again?! then i see the number.. is was dear dear lor! was like so happy and shock.. thought he was in camp.. how come he can call mi at the time using his house phone.. then he tell mi that he came home to pack bag as he woke up late and didn't pack his bag.. then talk talk talk till 12.25.. and off he go.. haix.. but was like quite happy la.. get to talk to dear dear for a moment.. then after that.. i sleep happily la.. of coz.. get to talk to dear dear .. not happy meh? lol... haix.. miss him lots.. 8 more days to our anniversary... 9 more days to mye birthday.. 12 more days to see each other.. we shall stay strong hand in hand and never let go..

today i was quite tired today.. slept around 12+.. then have bible study at 10... i 9+ woke up.. but went back to sleep as i'm feeling very tired.. then woke up at 10.. telling everyone that i'll be late as i woke up late.. then i went to school.. for bible study.. then after that wen aljunied to look for tiffany's dad.. eat our lurch.. then go clementi ET meet sebas and wen cong.. then reach there.. saw both of them.. plus one more guy.. and that is FADZLI! he didn't go school lor.. coz he woke up late.. stupid sia.. then we play play play.. play liao go town.. then take bus .. go far east walk walk.. then they on the way goin to walk to cine.. i told them i go off first.. as tml is norman's birthday and we're celebrating at sentosa.. then if i reach home late again.. mye mum will not be happy with it.. so i might as well reach home early today and tml go home late as will be celebrating norman's birthday.. hehe.. then reach home liao.. on the computer.. and start talk to jason bout mye birthday present! muhahaa.. then fight here and there coz of the present.. lol..

haix.. i miss dear dear lots.. i counted.. 18 days.. won't be seeing him at all!! and then 11 days won't be talking to him on the phone.. haix.. i'm going crazy le la! everything i play in acrade and get top scores.. i'll put the name.. ' LWZS ' or 'ZSLW'... haix.. i miss him alot.. i feel like crying again.. haix.. i hope his doing fine now in his camp ba.. wishing him to call mi asap ba.. haix.. i miss his voice.. the joke he'll tell mi.. then laughter .. the way he talk to mi.. and how we have fun.. haix.. i love him lots.. hope he won't be another guy that breaks mye heart like how mye other ex did to mi.. haix.. dear dear.. i miss you lots.. miss you so so much.. love you with all mye heart!

i'm quite tired today ba.. don't know.. slept at 2am last nite.. or should i say this morning? hmmm.. aiyah.. just say that i slept at 2am ba.. haha.. then wake up around 9+. then mye dear dear msg a morning msg to mi.. haha.. then start msging him from morning till afternoon..

today at 1pm.. went to a meeting.. bout the 'hpt' camp... haix.. i don't wan to go lor! haix.. then they put mi in 'william of orange'.. which they make everything orange.. the shoe lace.. then cup.. bowls.. tencils.. everything orange.. then make the shirt.. then go practice cheer.. no mood to shout lor.. as i suppose to go out with dear dear 2nd of december... then mye camp was 29-3.. haix.. wan to cry le lor! can't see dear dear lots of days.. our anniversay he won't be around.. the same as mye birthday.. haix.. then i got pula ubin camp and celebrate with titus ba.. haix.. then after the meeting which end at 5+.. mi go cheng sun cc look for jason and kk.. all i do was stand there watching them play.. didn't even get to play with them.. but never mind.. then they were playing with some other guys there.. ah beng ah beng like that.. i don't like.. play with jason they all 3 on 3.. then lose quite a few times.. then not happy.. wan to fight like that.. after that they rest awhile.. that was about 6.15.. i got nothing better to do and don't wan to draw attention.. then i just msg jason and told him mi heading home first.. then he told mi that after i left.. they kept saying mi.. like i'm their lucky charm.. say i there.. they keep winning. say untill jason du lan.. wanted to fight with them.. but lucky they didn't la... after that.. jason.. kk and marcus head all the way to seng kang just to play basketball.. stupid lor.. too much money to waste liao.. can't be blame..

then reach home.. eat mye dinner.. call dear dear and ask is he fine as he didn't reply mye msg.. then he was playing his xbox all the way.. haix.. i miss him alot.. going crazy liao.. wan to cry also.. MORE THEN TEN DAYS I WON"T BE SEEING HIM LOR!!!.. haix.. i really miss him lots.. i wan to see him asap.. haix.. now he having church camp.. today till next week monday.. that is 28th of november.. then 29th of november till 3rd of december i'll be going to the 'HPT' camp.. then 4th of december to 6 december i'll be going to titus camp..[ if dear dear is going overseas for the match ] totally can't see him liao lor.. if he go overseas for soccer match... that will be our one month anniversay day lor! 5th of december.. till 9th of december.. then when his back.. it is friday night.. and can't go out wad.. monday and fridays he can go out onli.. haix.. then 12th of december.. that is monday.. i'll be going councillor camp..till 14th december.. and maybe dear dear will be going japan with his aunt on 11th till 16th december.. haix.. its too busy for both of us to go out on holidays lor.. haix.. then maybe i'll be going back to malaysia to see how mye grandma is.. as her cancer is going worst and cannot be cured.. haix.. the day that i mostly can see him is 17th of december.. as he will be having a skit in his church as i'll be going.. haix..

i miss him alot alot!! i wan to see him soon.. asap! haix.. i feel like crying now.. but i promise dear that i won't cry de.. i also don't wan to see dear cry coz of mi.. haix..

wad should i say here? yesterday.. a very happy day for mi! when out with dear dear after mye basketball training.. haha.. do lots of stupid stuff when we're out together.. haha.. we meet each other around 12.30.. reach town.. about 1 like that.. then we slowly walk around.. untill we got nothing better to do.. we was thinking to watch movie.. then we chose the movie exorcism.. we bought the tic around 1.20++.. when the movie was 2.30! so we just walking here and there holding hands.. and saw mye seniors!i don't know i just wanted to say hi to them.. so long didn't see him.. i was totally forgot that i'm still holding dear dear's hand.. then mye senoir was like.. 'hor.. someone with her bf here huh..' haha.. then we go heren walk walk.. go into shops and walk walk... then saw the time.. thought still earlythen slowly walk here and there.. untill we walk till we late.. fast rush to the cinema.. then go in .. watch movie.. so sianx lor.. wasted $7 on the stupid movie.. but never mind.. can spent time with dear dear.. then after the movie.. we were sitting down to wait for ppl to go.. he kiss mi in the sudden on mye cheek.. was shock lor.. haha.. i thought he won't kiss mi de.. then after that go look for tiffany there at kfc.. then walk walk. then dear dear go challange para with calvin.. so funny and cute lor.. as in mye dear dear is so cute.. haha.. then after that.. mi going home liao.. he pei mi go mrt station.. then he kiss mi again.. so paiseh lor... i thought he wan to tell mi wad.. then he just kiss mi lor! was damn paiseh lor! hehe.. i won't forget the day de lor.. the more i see him.. the deeper feeling i have in him.. just wish that in the end.. he won't break mye heart like how other's had done to mi...

i miss him alot!!! i'm going crazy !! haix.. today actually can see him de.. but! by the time i reach cine.. he going off to his church le.. haix. i wan to see him again.. after he gone for his church.. i nearly cry.. coz of wad? coz i can't see him till don't know when.. maybe monday? hope so.. i just miss him lots!! i wan to hold his hand ! i wan to hug him! [but of coz i don't dare la..] i just miss him alot!! i can cry over coz of this.. i'm deeply inlove with him!! but just hope that he won't break mye heart like how other guys do to mie...

today starting went to fadzli house.. nothing much .. just watch come vedio wad happen to theo.. haha.. then wen to town... nothing much happen.. just onli say that dear dear went off so fast that i don't know when he went off... after that.. see them play para.. then they wanted to go k pool.. too bad that cannot go in. as in.. too many ppl.. then they go play cs.. haiyo.. after that i went off home! missing him lots..

today is a happy and bad day for mi... happy is coz i get to see dear dear again! miss him lots.. but i was alone for 44 mins just to wake for someone to come.. i wait for dear 1 hour and 18 mins lor! if is not papa come first.. i'll be bored to death liao.. lol.. then finally! one by one come liao.. then play play talk talk.. then didn't go training today.. mr tan call.. die liao la! but i wan to see dear dear.. i was just too tempted and bluff mr tan.. and i wen to town .. maybe today is the last day for mi to go town le.. i don' tknow.. haix.. i just seems to miss everyone lots.. then mom call.. scold mi for not going to school instead i wen to town.. then say i go home die.. then i was quite scared le lor.. then try to keep calm.. then calvin came.. then was beating each other BUT i hit him harder then he hit mi.. lol.. then go style papa's hair.. lol.. it was so cool! [of coz! i'm the one who style it..] then suddenly alot of ppl go play para para.. so funny lor .. papa rock ah! lol.. he try to use break dance on the song ' sexy sexy sexy' lol.. was so funy lor.. then finish liao. yeah! lol.. then dear dear dance again.. then calvin saw some guy la.. don't know wad.. say the guy go put his photo all that.. then that guy was dear dear's church mate lor.. he was so pist of.. i don't know wad to do.. i got worry so much[like wad i use to do].. then i told dear i going liao.. then he pei mi.. he thought i angry.. keep asking mi i'm ok anot.. haha.. but.. i was a little worry also la.. hmm.. then we take train together.. i get off first as mye station reach first.. haha.. then i went home.. of coz was thinking of dear dear la.. then got home.. go to mye room. then mye mother was like.. 'OFF THE PHONE AND PUT IT ON THE TABLE OUTSIDE!' die la! don't have hp leh! haix.. then dont' know how is dear dear going to contact mi.. arh!!!

haix.. wad i can i say now? totally no mood for anything now.. haix.. i just broke up with him today.. i don't have a choice.. i don't know how he feel for mi.. but i still have feelins for him.. when i need him.. he was never there for mi.. never once he call mi after we had our first prblem.. nevr once msg mi.. when i msg him.. he say i never care for him.. when he didn't even care for mi? when is the last time he call mi and tell mi stuff? when he is in hospital.. telling mi that he broke his arm.. when is the last time i see him? wednesday when i go visit him.. haix.. miss him lots.. but he doesn't seems to miss mi .. haix.. still miss him now.. then 10 more days is our aniversary.. i was thinking to celebrate with him happily de.. but.. turn out this way.. i can't do anything much also.. haix.. i really love him.. haix.. but why doesn't he don't wan mi to have luke's number? i don't get it lor.. haix.. i thought it will be ok.. but he lie to mi somemore! haix.. i hate liars lor! haix.. i don't know.. haix...i really miss him alot.. i wish he will change back who he was when i start know him ? haix.. now.. i mayb nothing to him le ba.. haix.. i don't know!!!!

hmmm... well.. today.. early afternoon i meet tiffany to go look for joshua to take thirty bucks from him... take mi don't know how many msg just to ask him to pass to mi the money.. [mye bill is going to be exlode!] then take le.. then go town.. pei her look for present for joshua.. then go heren look.. then fadzli came down and look for us.. then go to cine see got wad movie.. then they say watch zorro.. then i say ok.. then when back to school to take the report card.. then meet sing.. then go back to cine.. then see movie.. then when i see the ticket.. it was transporter 2! wad the hell.. thought is zorro lor.. seven buck like this fly le.. then got one part of a movie that they were fighting.. then the plane was spining round and round.. then the two person that were fight was rolling round and round.. mi and sing was there laughing.. then i go tell her look like hamster 'roll' .. lol.. stupid ryt? but i just don't knwo where i got that idea of hamster roll... haha.. after that.. we were sitting out the arcade watching them dance para para.. then saw one whole group of guy.. then got one guy very shuai lor! ok.. not so shuai.. but quite shuai.. hehe.. then they were some standing some sitting.. then we were so call 2 m away wad.. i was standing.. then sing keep saying that he was looking at mi.. i hope he was.. haha.. but think too much le ba.. haha... then they went in for a movie.. if i'm not wrong is skeleton key.. that movie sucks! haix.. no nice de lor.. nvm.. then six to seven like that.. they came out.. then mi and sing went to the toilet.. so were they! haha.. then mi and sing was like so siao.. she say wad.. before he go in.. sing say he turn and look at mi .. i hope.. haha.. but fat hope! lol.. then just nice that sing have to go back to school le.. then i pei her to mrt station.. then walk pass those guys.. haha.. then mi and her faster go all the way to the mrt station.. then walk back.. on the back.. saw them again! hehe.. but don't dare to look at him.. haha.. miss that chance lor! then i thought he go to the mrt station.. then i go back to mrt station.. 'sun bian' see will see him anot.. but too bad.. don't have.. then go back to school to meet tiffany.. after that go to ps with fadzli.. then go to arcade outside.. haha..[mye idea] see if those guys is there anot.. and see can see theo there anot.. then i saw those guys! that guy saw mi also.. i just like.. act normal and do nothing like normal ppl stand outside looking in.. haha.. dumb ryt? haha.. then after while.. tiffany say go liao.. sad la.. can't see him liao.. lol.. as if i'm in love with him like that.. lol.. then when on the way down.. he was behind us! hehe.. wanted to follow them de.. but lost it..[sad].. haha.. the on the way to mrt station.. guess who i saw?! mye second sister!!! OMG!! then she sms mi say i'm grounded all that.. then i was like.. someone kill mi!! arh!!! kept on knocking something on mye head.. then going to reach khatib soon i cry.. don't know why.. i just feel like crying.. haix.. then go home.. got scolding by mye mother.. know wad she say? she say ' i thought i say dont' go back school in the holiday?! why still go back school?!' is like.. go school go problem izzit? then wad you expect mi to day? stay at home and rot? haix.. don't know wad is wrong la.. haix!!!!!