haix.. this few days quite stress la... exam is coming in two weeks time... then i now just organise 2 birthday parties..one is today... today one is just a simple one... coz is last minute then do de... haix... wan to eat soul garden... i broke how to eat? haix... i also don't know lor... hmm... just flow with it ba....




haix... i miss mye dear lots... now more and more ppl know... but... who cares... we know we love each other lots can le... don't care wad others said to us... haix... i miss him badly lor... this time i don't know how to say my feeling for mi... very hard to say... not like my first stead... yeah... don't talk bout him le... yeah... *dear... i love you lots ! *=]]



just remember... that i join in a band... yi yuan wan to sing tong hua.. then mi... chen ning... and sharon play intrusments... yeah... then last week is the last practice of the month and stop for 2 weeks if i'm not wrong... yeah.. haix... hope i can cope up ba... think the practice till very will le...


yesterday cell group i play guitar... wah liao... when practicing... i wan to cry lor... is like... i don't knwo lots of cords la... that is B7.. C#m... and learn not long ago is F#m... then is like... i don't knwo and i later going to play le... but chun fu keep giving mi courage... but i nearly wan to cry again la... hmm.... *thanx ah fu.... * haix... some time feel very useless... but can't think of that ba... hmm... yeah...

BoO... back with mi le! haha... hm... don't see i'm cheerful gal in outside... actually i'm just a sad gal inside...

today can say i let out SOME of the things in my hearts? can't believe o cry on the chaple service lor... but i can't hold it back le... started cry... pastor wee was talking... my heart was thinking when will it finish... coz i can't hold my tears anymore... finally finish.. i walk out of the chaple... sit outside class... crying... i though walking here and there i will get better... but is still the same... tears kept roll down... i feel sho hurt in my heart...(but there is still someone behind mi lent mi the shoulder to cry on...) i cry and cry... wash face.... cry again... then wash again... untill ms huq came... i faster go off le... heng sia...then go match... shout till no voice... now sore troat... then wah liao... damn pissed off... i friday got student leader investiture... then have match lor... i tell mr tan can don't go... he say cannot... i go for the match also no use... cheer onli... if onli wan us to cheer... i might as well go join cheer leader... then i very angry lor... i heck care ar... at least i at school still can go for the investiture... haix... the more i think... the more angry... haix...

hm... today monday le... at school nothing much happen... very sianz... wake up late... then after shcool actually need to go training de... then zong yang ask mi wan to go j8... then go walk walk lor... they all very bad lor... keep pull my hair... then i have to retie my hair over and over again... don't tie how many times... but i'm sure is more then 10... tie like crazy...then kana bully by them also... haha... but... ok la.. both my 'bestest fwens'... haha...

hm... then go jia qi house talk lor... then listen songs... then they pei mi walk home lor... nearly make that lift jam lor... so scary... then finally can read home... and now siting infront of this computer typing stuff... haha...

wee! yesterday got fun ... boring and fun part! haha... yesterday morning go NYJC...for table tennis training... then got to know a guy name 'lorance'...( don't know i spell correct or not...) yeah... also got smack by ppl lots of time...(ouch) hehe... hmm... then we dismiss le... sonia they all ask mi to go eat with them when i need to look present for mi sister... then marcus going to J8 wad.. then also can go look for present lor.. then i go with marcus.. then sonia saw... then bu shuang lor... why she and marcus problems have to come to moi? she hate marcus... i'm not... sho is in between she and marcus... now i got into this trouble... wad is wrong to the worldx now?! haix... then go J8 with marcus and vincent and jia qi came too... then eat at the food court... can't look for sit... then vincent saw two CHS guys playing card game... then vincent say infront of them no in corciderate... then don't know say wad then they left... then eat... then again vincent need tissue... then we don't have... he go ask those lady near him lor... plus is we don't know de leh! he siao le lor.. then walk for a while... then vincent go liao.. then we go buy ticket ' the eye ten'... the show like scary and funny lor... plus i in there ish sho cold! cam die le lor... then scream twice onli la... haha.. then go out... very cold ar! mouth shaking till siao...l haha... then go look for zong yang ... to see how are we going to meet to go to my sister party....

then ask ask ask liao.. then go home change... then meet zong yang and marcus... go together... hehe... my sister party held and york hotel when my sister say far east hotel...then i was keep on calling my sister how to go lor... then Zhu and marcus keep say wan to go home liao... then i keep pulling their shirt... haha... and finally we reach that hotel... then go in there!sho many ppl that i don't knwo de... then my second sister intro moi around... then i go back to pig and marcus... then very funny... we sit one coner and talk... then marcus and pig keep press those button for lights all that... then is like... i keep pull their hands away... then quiet for a moment... then they start a game... that is hide my handphone... they hide here and there... then i found then they hide again... then found le.. then leg cover with pillow... then i lie on the pillow while they are squezing moi hand... then nearly fell a sleep ar... haha... too tired le ba... haha.. then play play play..marcus and pig keep gosip here and there.... then play again... then time flies! 6+ we reach there... just like sho sudden... time went to 10... sho fast... i wanted to stay longer... but moi sister ask moi to go liao... then on the way back... quite quiet la... never talk much... think is too tired le ba... then untill AMK... marcus go liao... then moi station... pig send moi home... then saw sing's cousin... then wave halo to them... then until i went into the lift... then pig left... then i go home... call marcus... talk a while.. then i go sleep liao... sho fun ... never go out with friend till 10+...