well, just finish my mid-year exam. i totally flang my exams. haix. pass few days.. alot of things have been happening around. me with my parents, april with her dad and ain plus her boyfriends! haix. i don't know. i really don't know. all i feel is that things are going harder and harder for me. i just feel that. i've been helping ppl and make them to be happy. but wad about me? who will help me and make me happy? i help april in she and her dad and some misunderstanding between with ain. and now their ok. wad did she help me? roy have his own problem. i don't wan to add things in his heart. but i really... i really don't know who can help me now. i feel so lonely. i really don't know how to express myself out. haix. i really don't know how. i feel so hopeless crying. but. i really don't know wad can i do....