well.. now is already 11.10pm. not feeling sleeping but a bit not feeling well... and tml is april's birthday celebration at sentosa.. afraid tml i woke up i will have a high fever. hope not!!! she'll kill me man!! just pray hard i will be ok ba. yeah.

hmm.. well.. i think i go a good new for myself ba. i THINK that my feeling for HIM is fadin off le ba. yeah. the msg he send mi. days by days. weeks by weeks. months by months. i think. i can slowly let go of it le. maybe the answer that i wanted that time is onli a word. but is can say is a BIG WORD! which is 'TIME'. yeah. days just pass. well, like is say in the msg i wrote for mi. life must go on ba. yup. i've stop myself from cutting. its another good new isn't it? yeah. now wad i'm trying to do is to try and go back to GOD side. like going sunday school. church... [i did go. but my heart won't listen it] and ppl have been asking mi why didn't i go. it is CELL GROUP. yeah. =). i'm really glad for myself now. really! oh yeah! another thing is that i really have to control my temper towards others. yeah. hehe..

well.. i've got a news also.. i think i fall in love with HIM!!! onli maria and april know. i don't dare to type his name out. scared ppl will find out. but the thing is that. i think he don't like mi lor. haix. april keep giving mi hope that he like mi. i don't know la. haix. if he like mi. maybe one day he will come and tell mi de ba. i don't wan to be girls who is despo who confess love to a GUY?!hmm.. don' tknow ba. just hope nothing bad will happen ba. yeah...