haix.. its been one month plus that mi and mye dear didn't go out.. haix.. i really miss him alot.. even though he is in mye heart.. haix.. dear.. your birthday coming le.. i really wish to celebrate it with you even though you didn't get to celebrate mye birthday.. if can't celebrate your birthday with you.. i also got nothing to say.. i'll just be sad ba.. haix..

papa[ryan]'s grandpa just pass away.. i'm sure his feeling very sad now. is like mie last year.. mye grandma pass away also.. i was crying the whole three days.. till now.. i still feel very sad.. very very sad .. i miss her alot.. can't believe she just gone like that.. things change without her.. she is the best grandma i ever had.. no one can replace her in mye heart.. its really really painfull to see some one you love alot that leave you in a sudden... so i can't affort to lost another one that i love alot.. that is mye dear..haix..

school reopen.. have been quite busy and tiring.. everytime from school go home.. the first thing i'll do is to sleep.. even if i go out.. i also will go home and sleep.. then if i sleep.. i will wake up on 8 plus to see is dear dear online anot.. awake till 11 12+.. then go sleep again.. i miss one time of talking to him.. i already feel damn sad le.. haix.. dear.. i do wish to talk to you everyday like wad we use to be.. i really miss you lots.. hope you do so.. haix...