haix.. all it started on sunday... went to church.. surppose to go pulua ubin camp with titus group de.. then i told them i no mood for the camp.. even though i know it'll be the last time for titus to be together or should i just say name titus.. and last camp for titus.. then skip batizem class .. accompany tiffany to look for her dad in the coffee shop.. after that.. meet the rest at ET... then play rock fever and para... then went to have our lurch.. after that went back play para .. play half way.. mye mum called.. i didn't pick up as i'm playing half way.. then after that.. finish playing.. called mye mum back.. she ask mi faster go home and pack mye stuff.. i was like.. for wad?! she told mi that po po fainted.. then faster went back.. while i was crying.. then reach home.. pack mye bag.. tiffany and the gang was trying to cheer mi up on the phone.. dear dear also try to.. then next morning.. go buy last min ticket.. then reach po po house le.. saw her lying on the bed.. she was so skiny like a skeleton.. was so heart broken to see her like that.. wan to talk to her also don't dare.. was afraid to cry infront of her.. so i didn't go in.. then at nite..10+.. went to had supper with mye cousins.. was saying mye birthday coming all that.. then saying next day go out to celebrate.. then i went to sleep after that.. was quite tired..

next morning.. i'm the first to wake up.. haha.. coz is mye birthday! i woke mye cousins as we've already said to go terminal 1 to pei mi 'shop' after that went cyber cafe to use the computer.. online for a moment.. mye sister was online too! was talking to her half way.. then she suddenly tell mi 'she's gone already' i was like.. huh? wad talkin you? then she told mi.. said.. mye grandma gone already.. then i start crying... telling mye cousin bout it.. he was very blur till see wad mye sister told mi.. then faster tell mye other cousins.. then we faster take taxi go back.. when i see mye grandma lying on the bed.. i start to cry.. cry and cry.. haix.. just can't stop crying till the last of funeral..

till now.. i'm still sad bout mye grandma.. haix.. miss her lots.. po po.. wo hen xiang ni!!!