i'm quite tired today ba.. don't know.. slept at 2am last nite.. or should i say this morning? hmmm.. aiyah.. just say that i slept at 2am ba.. haha.. then wake up around 9+. then mye dear dear msg a morning msg to mi.. haha.. then start msging him from morning till afternoon..

today at 1pm.. went to a meeting.. bout the 'hpt' camp... haix.. i don't wan to go lor! haix.. then they put mi in 'william of orange'.. which they make everything orange.. the shoe lace.. then cup.. bowls.. tencils.. everything orange.. then make the shirt.. then go practice cheer.. no mood to shout lor.. as i suppose to go out with dear dear 2nd of december... then mye camp was 29-3.. haix.. wan to cry le lor! can't see dear dear lots of days.. our anniversay he won't be around.. the same as mye birthday.. haix.. then i got pula ubin camp and celebrate with titus ba.. haix.. then after the meeting which end at 5+.. mi go cheng sun cc look for jason and kk.. all i do was stand there watching them play.. didn't even get to play with them.. but never mind.. then they were playing with some other guys there.. ah beng ah beng like that.. i don't like.. play with jason they all 3 on 3.. then lose quite a few times.. then not happy.. wan to fight like that.. after that they rest awhile.. that was about 6.15.. i got nothing better to do and don't wan to draw attention.. then i just msg jason and told him mi heading home first.. then he told mi that after i left.. they kept saying mi.. like i'm their lucky charm.. say i there.. they keep winning. say untill jason du lan.. wanted to fight with them.. but lucky they didn't la... after that.. jason.. kk and marcus head all the way to seng kang just to play basketball.. stupid lor.. too much money to waste liao.. can't be blame..

then reach home.. eat mye dinner.. call dear dear and ask is he fine as he didn't reply mye msg.. then he was playing his xbox all the way.. haix.. i miss him alot.. going crazy liao.. wan to cry also.. MORE THEN TEN DAYS I WON"T BE SEEING HIM LOR!!!.. haix.. i really miss him lots.. i wan to see him asap.. haix.. now he having church camp.. today till next week monday.. that is 28th of november.. then 29th of november till 3rd of december i'll be going to the 'HPT' camp.. then 4th of december to 6 december i'll be going to titus camp..[ if dear dear is going overseas for the match ] totally can't see him liao lor.. if he go overseas for soccer match... that will be our one month anniversay day lor! 5th of december.. till 9th of december.. then when his back.. it is friday night.. and can't go out wad.. monday and fridays he can go out onli.. haix.. then 12th of december.. that is monday.. i'll be going councillor camp..till 14th december.. and maybe dear dear will be going japan with his aunt on 11th till 16th december.. haix.. its too busy for both of us to go out on holidays lor.. haix.. then maybe i'll be going back to malaysia to see how mye grandma is.. as her cancer is going worst and cannot be cured.. haix.. the day that i mostly can see him is 17th of december.. as he will be having a skit in his church as i'll be going.. haix..

i miss him alot alot!! i wan to see him soon.. asap! haix.. i feel like crying now.. but i promise dear that i won't cry de.. i also don't wan to see dear cry coz of mi.. haix..