wad shout i say here? oh yeah.. sunday i was having some problems with calvin ryt? then when i msg him the next day.. he didn't reply mie! i was like.. wad is wrong with him now.. don't reply mi.. ok.. then i stay calm.. go home.. at nite i call him la.. i ask him why didn't he reply didn't he reply mi today.. he say his batt flat le.. i don't know should i believe him anot.. then i was like.. ok.. i believe you now.. then i ask him.. wad do he treat as.. he was like ' don't tell you leh... tell you next time la..' say i say just tell mi la.. as if anything will happen to you like that... then you know wad he say? 'eh... eh... i ..i ... now got.. got... got... eh.. tai ji... eh.. tell.. you next time ok?' i was like.. fake also not fake till like that de lor.. then i say ok.. then hang up.. next day.. i didn't msg him at all as i know he won't reply mi de.. then i went down to cine.. with sing and yuru.. then walk walk.. go back school for coral night ushering.. then when i was changing.. he called.. and he told mi that his in hospital now.. don't call him for a few days.. i was like HOSPITAL?! WAD HAPPEN?! then he seems to be like having lots of pain.. then i say ok lor.. then at night.. when mye job is done.. 8 like that.. he call mi again.. say need to go for operation.. say his arm broke! so xin tong lor.. haix... then talk to him for a while.. then say his hand very pain.. can't talk le.. next day i go visit him..

then i was on mye way in.. i look in .. i guess who i saw?! his parents!! i was like.. ah!! his parents is inside!! then i was so scared, i wanted to go call tiffany.. then his father came out and say' excuse mie.. are you looking for calvin?'.. i was like..' er.. yeah.. but i need to make a phone call first'.. wah liao! so scary lor.. then i went out of the ward.. sit on a chair.. then wanted to call le.. then his dad come out..' er.. wad's your name? calvin wan to know who ..' then i told him my name.. then straight away call tiffany!! i was like.. ah!! his parents in there! don't dare to go in.. !! how how how?! then fadzli was like.. chill! just go in.. his parents won't eat mi. ok, his parents sure that they won't eat mi up or do anything.. but.. HIS PARENTS?! haix.. then talk half way.. his parents came out.. say going for lurch.. ask mi to go in.. then i was like... ok..i'll go in.. i hang up the phone.. then i push the door open.. and there ! the first word he said to mi...'PEAK A BOO!'i was like.. he still can say this is already not bad le la.. lol.. then sit down.. look at him.. and his arm.. so ' xin tong ' lor.. haix.. then he ask mi to hold his hand.. then say his hand very pain all that.. well.. i can tell that! haix.. then he say that his parent know that we both are together! ah!! so paiseh lor... hehe.. then his parent came back! and we're still holding hands! i was like.. should i let go? then i look at him.. his still holding on mye hand.. then i was like.. ok.. continue hold lor.. then i was like.. so paiseh!! ar!! lol.. i'm crazy! haha.. then his father was say wad..' since SHE is here.. then no us to pei le la..' then he very funny leh.. tell his mother ' ok.. then at nite come back k? must pei mie.. coz she can't stay till very late also..' haha.. i was like.. ok.. yeah.. but can't he be alone for a moment? haha.. as if he will die like that.. lol...

then his parents left le.. left the two of us.. then we look at each other.. then talk talk talk.. then he keep say himself is useless.. useless boyfriend he is..uesless.. can't help mi take mye bag next time.. all the useless stuff he say out.. i wanted to cry lor.. is like.. he useless?! i more useless then.. i don't even understand him now.. and now his mye boyfriend?!haix.. then i can tell he wanted to cry.. i just can't hold on mye tears.. nearly row down.. then he saw.. he was like.. don't cry la... then he use his left hand that had a needle on.. he rub gently mye cheek.. and then mye eyes.. i feel so comfortable with him everytime.. haix.. hope we can be together long ba.. i can't say forever.. coz nothing last forever de.. yup.. then after that his friend came and visit him.. then after awhile.. i pei her go to taxi stand.. then i go up lor.. awhile later then i go le.. give him a kiss.. when everytime we are going home .. haha.. then went home.. feel so xin tong lor.. haix..