haix.. i'm still mishing him lots.. thinking of him everytime... after we broke up.. i feel so empty... i don't know why.. asked april to bite... thought it will hurts.. but still doesn't... i'm treating ppl coldly also.. haix...think is mye fualt by not listening and talk to jaimy ba.. haix.. if i didn't talk to jaimy... this won't happen de.. haix.. why must it happen like that? haix.. plus.. i guess he don't like mi ba... he say his own that he try to like mi.. or he thought he will like mi? haix.. i know why were not meant to be.. and we will not be together again ba... why we have to start of stead.. if is not like that.. i think mi.. him and KK will still be friend.. as in saturday will play basketball or hangout together... haix.. but now.. never go out le.. never talk to them very long also.. haix.. so sad also.. haix... life is like that de ba.. lol...