i'm back home! haha. hmm. nothing much happen. on 14.03. i stead with derrick le. haha. surpprise?maybe yes maybe no ba . the thing that shock mi is that. i thought he will never like mi de lor!i thought he onli treat mi as a good friend onli lor. even though i like him before knowing he like mi. that time i was real confuse.

can say mi very bad or wad. is like. one time. i like three guys?! first is luke. then jason. then derrick. i was like. wah liao! wad to do? i know mi and luke will never be back again. i knew that he don't like mi long time ago. onli didn't wan to hurt mi badly. haix. then jason is. try to stead with him. he told mi. no matter wad he will wait for mi and say i will choose him de. but after everything. seeing the testimonials he got. he already had another gurl le. was quite angry. but didn't wan to say out. then i thought mi and derrick will never be together de. till one day. he go to yishun to play basketball. ask mi go look for him. then they wait for mi at mrt. so paiseh lor! 4 ppl wait for mi just wan to see mi. then go play basketball with them lor. then a girl name felicia ask mi pull mi aside ask mi that i like derrick anot. of coz i won't dare to admit la. then she told mi that he like mi! i was so shock la. i was like. don't bluff la. he won't like mi this kind of girl de. then say that he still like tiffany all that. then they keep on sayin mi and say derrick like mi all that. i was so paiseh la. yeah. i like him. but i can't say out. haix. then 2 days later. he ask mi for stead lor! i was so shock lor! is like. 'i never had a dream come true'. then i accept him lor. hehe. i will love him with all my heart de.!!

now is holiday. can see him as much as i can. but i'm afraid when schoon reopen. *sobx* i'm afraid like luke like that. didn't contact all that. i'm really scared that will happen again and hurt mi.[dear dear. i have faith in u de.]