A lot of things have been happening around. As in about me. Its like, there is once. I fell asleep in my sister room for a moment. When i woke up. I feel that i just came alive from dead. Feel so scary. Like i lose everyone in a sudden without me saying any last word to any one. I so scared. Was having diffculties in breathing. Is that a warning from God? I really don't know. Tell me something!

After all that happen. I feel that my irritation on people is better? Someone insult me. I didn't scold him back. All i do is lecture that guy back. Some more i wasn't angry? I really don't know what is going on with me.

I looked in HER*t.a.l* eyes on wednesday. A feeling tell me something is wrong. Something is going to happen . Its not that i'm cursing them. Its just the feeling. I didn't wan to tell her as i don't wan her to worry about it. But this time. I don't know my feeling is correct anot. I didn't want to scare her off.

My feeling. I wasn't sure anymore. I wan to cry. I can't cry it out. I really don't know what to do now. I can't cry. I can't be angry. What else i can't do? I feel so hard to breath. Feel so sad yet i can't cry out....