Another post of my life. Well, i just read my sister(Gale)'s blog. Didn't really knew that actually she is in the same situation as me. Heart Broken. Knew something is still wrong. Trying to act happy but sad inside. Haix. I think she knew i am heart broken? But didn't know i was waiting for him since the day happen... the day.. i will never forget. I may not know how is my sister doing. She's out everytime. Somkes too! Starting my dad smokes too. I already hate it. Now my sister also. Haix. I really hope she will stop. I really do. Nicole knew it. But she seems not to care about anything..(nicole=elder sister). Is this end of my family? Is this what it will end like? Or there is more?! Every sinlge thing i do. My family will keep an eye on me. Even if i want to cry out. I have to hide in my room. I don't feel like telling anyone about my problem anymore. I feel like i'm so depress. Or should i say.. EMO?