Why can't i just give up my love on you? Hearing you loving another girl. I just still can't give up. Everytime i see you, i just feel in the past again. I knew you will never love me again. You knew that i love you all along. I just can't give up. I don't know why either. Seeing you that night. Makes me so happy and yet confuse. By the way you treat me. By the way you talk to me on msn and face to face. I'm tired. I can't think anything else. That night you treat me. Make me feel that we're in the past again. How close we are. You lie on my leg. Wanted to feed me with the lime Vodka. By sitting beside me. I really don't what to think. I wanted to cry. But you were there. I don't want you to see my tears roll down. I don't want you to remember the past of us suffering either.

I don't wish to see you sad cause of me. I don't want to hear you giving up on love or some one you love either. I just wish you could be back how you were way before i knew you. You said once to me. 'I love you who you are' . Just be the guys i knew you. Now its my turn to say to you too. 'I love you who you are'. Tears may roll. But looking at you smile and hearing you laughing will make my heart lighten abit. I'm not seeking for your pitiness. But i'm seeking for the one who i knew from the start.

I went to cine lesser and lesser cause i'm trying to forget stuff about you and me. Everytime i go cine. Will remind me that day and the only day we went out only. Just you and me with no other people. When i go home, i will remember the night we spent at the park. Again just you and me with no one else. Talking about stuff and how we were when we were young.

Everytime i online. The first person i'll start to look for its you. Just to check that you're alright. Just to gave you my surpport if you're down. Telling you advise for the girl you wanted to get. Trying to find a way to cheer you up.

I've save the sweet and nice message that you send me. Those that how much you love me. Those that what you ask me to dream about you and me. I didn't dare to delete it away. I just couldn't.

Some how. I just wish that one day. You'll find someone in your life again. Happy is what i wish is for you.