Well, ever since i had that dream. I've start to be afraid or can i say scared to see Him? Past few days have been seeing him under my block. Ever since then, I don't dare to face him. Everytime he call me. I'll just pretend nothing happen. Haix. but everytime i failed. I really scared. I don't dare to tell it to anyone. Not don't dare. But i don't know who to tell. I will feel so scared every single time that i see him. Just feel like shouting ' JUST FUCK OFF off MY LIFE!' But i can't. I just don't know how. If i continue like, there will be tears every time. I reallly don't know what to do. If i tell kor. He comfirm will say if HE pester me again. Ask him to go talk to the HIM. But if i like tha.t i will even hurt Kor . haix. I really don't know who to turn to now. arh!!!!