I did tell myself to let go.
I'm trying too had i guess.
I know i still miss you.
I know you won't even think of me anymore.

Everytime when i ask you about your ex.
How you treated them,
You'll always tell me that you forgot already.

If you had your next girlfriend.
And if she ask about it, Will you answer the same?
Will you treat our relationship as nothing at all?
And what do you treat relationship as?

Knowing that you won't read my blog anymore,
Making me feel so down.



Went drinking with bro and friend.
Was kinda having the urge to be drunk.
Spill everything out without knowing.
I wonder why can't i cry like how i use to.
What is the thing that is holding me back?

I kept telling myself that,
This time you're really gone and not coming back.
Not even meeting up.
Not even talking on the phone or even sms.
It just doesn't work on me.
What is it going on with me?

You must be living in the thoughts of people around you.
Or maybe with a new girl that you just like?

What is wrong with me?
I don't know.
To admit, I do miss him.
I miss his voice.
I miss the way he treat me to hear those words he want to hear.
Also by threaten with my presents.

Bro was sitting beside me yesterday.
Telling me and my friend about the stars in the sky.
He asked me did anyone use this way to get close to me,
Which i thought about it,
You did.

That time when we're in the library as friends.
Was studying become play around.
Took a Chinese story book and read.
Made you read some words,
End up you made me read the rest.
Slowly your hands were over my shoulders before i realize.

You were rushing me kept asking me if i want to go home.
When we're going off,
You pull and hug me and ask me to be your girl.
Its a memory to me,
Is it to you?

Showing all sorts of way that you'll put a girl to kiss.
Those love bites you gave.
Guess when the love bites gone,
You're gone too.

Babe,
i miss you.