Even though she is my friend,
I still will get jealous.
I don't know why.
He give me the tone that makes me feel this way.
I hate it. I really do...

He won't be around on my birthday,
Was abit sad.
Guess people around won't remember my birthday.
He won't be able to wish me happy birthday.
I won't be able to hear his voice for a week.
Feeling damn sad.
Sad that i feel like crying..

Time ticking.
Birthday drawing near,
But, heart aching,
Knowing that people won't remember my birthday.
Knowing that no one will get me presents.
Knowing that they didn't even realize i was around with them.
Its so pain..

Keeping up the same way as i do,
Smiling for everyone when i'm feel sad inside.
Locking myself up and crying silently.
Its so painful...