I've been tolerating one after another one.
You use your words or saying that,
' why can't you CHOSE express and go normal stream? '
' Why are you so stupid? '
' Why can't you go poly and have to go ITE?'
' Why cannot go Jc? '

Its been four years, after i got my result of PSLE.
I got 109/200. Top in Em3 for my school.
Having so happy and ready to show off to my mother.
When i got home and tell her i got 109 and top in class,
Yet she reply me, ' 109 only, just pass, you think you very good is it? '
After that, she never say anything about it anymore.

Untill now, yesterday eating dinner.
My dad said all this to me.
Thinking that he is always right.
Thinking that ITE is the end of everything.
Thinking that i'm useless.

Now, Just because of a stupid fax machine,
I got scolded stupid.
I told her that the room phone isn't working properly,
as can't see the first few number. So i just pick up.
and ended up it is a fax that i didn't know about it.
Got scolded that this kind of thing need to think.
Got scolded that i'm stupid untill don't know when to pick up or not.
Just because of a fax machine.

All i do is just keep quiet to myself.
All i do is just cry in my own room.

I really had it enough of this.. I really..