Two months just gone like that.
We didn't even go out once this month.
Just hang out for a moment and off we go.

I admit that i do miss him.
I admit i miss those past.
Just a day with him, makes me feel so happy.
Everytime, to make sure i'm holding on the feeling,
I'll just convince myself that he still love of what he said in the past.
Now when i think about it, seems to fake to me now.

We haven't really contact after my papers and his papers were finish.
He hasn't call for don't know how many days when he calls everyday.
Telling me he was busy the whole time, yet i try to convince myself that is about Dota.
If this continue, it will seems to be an empty-relationship.
Its like for the sake of being together. Don't care so much.
Even if he gets another girl outside. I could careless.
THAT is if this continue.

He wants to know every single thing about me,
like why do i have such a phobia of going to boyfriend's house.
Everyone knows what will happen if you and your boyfriend in the room right?
He done it before, so he might do it again.
He may think its nothing, For me, i think its something to me.
Things don't seems to the same already.
It doesn't seems like the sweet days we had.
It seems like we're drifting apart.

Just when, i'm trying to depend on him,
Thing turn out not right.
No idea what is he busy with.
No idea where he gone to.
If he don't bother about me,
Why should i be bothering about him?

Empty relationship,
Empty promises,
Empty heart....