Alot of things have been happening around.
A lot of patch up happens..
Mine , yin ru , april..
Or maybe someone that i didn't know about.

The last time i saw darling was on my birthday.
If i have more time to spend with him.
I would have hug him tight and cried.
I don't know who to depend on who now.

All i can confirm is,
the next i'll see him will be next tuesday,
The day that we're taking our results.
After the whole thing, I don't know what will happen to us anymore.

I just want to be with him.
I've got no reason.
But i want to be with him.

I want to hold that hand that makes me feel safe.
I want to hug that body that makes me feel warm.
I want to kiss that lips that make me feel loved.

Don't i sound a bit desperate?
Haha. But this is how much i love him.
I'll never forget how he ask me to be his girl.
I'll never forget the very first promise that he promise me.
' I'll love you more then my other ex girlfriend '
I'll never forget the very first kiss on my forehead.

Even though i didn't expect us to hold on till now..
Including the problems we have..
But surprisingly we did last till now! =)

Starting i've been supporting him.
Now its his turn to support me.

I remember how much i cried,
the day when he is suppose to go Japan. ( Which he didn't )
That time i feel so lonely.
I suppose to go home,
End up i was at park crying..
Hoping him to come back soon.
Crying till the day on my birthday.
He appear at my block.

On his birthday,
We were on our break up term.
But no matter what, I want to pass him his present.
He reject the cup.
But he didn't reject my love.
I was so damn happy for that.

The very first movie we watch together was Harry Potter.
That was before we were together.
He had motives from the start.
But that day, the way he wear,
WAS THE BEST UP TILL NOW! =p
It was his appearance that made me fall for him. ( cunning )

4 months just gone like that.
Damn quick.
What will happen to our future,
I don't know.
Just hold on whatever we're having now.. =)

Love you my baby darling boy. =)