FYI!

He lied to me.
He didn't went japan.
He went for a camp.
He gave me a shocking surprise which i was super happy..
He gave me a kiss.
I wanted to stay with him longer.
Because of family dinner.. I couldn't.
And because we kiss, DAD saw..

Mom called me and told me about it.
I feel like i was super dead.
Told darling about it..
He thinks breaking up is easier for us..
WHICH I DO NOT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN...

Everytime he say want to last long..
And everytime he is the one saying the break up word.
Making feel very scared and sad and worried.
I really scared..
He asked me to depend on him.
When i going to.. He end up walking away..
I really don't want that to happen.

DARLING,

I finally can get hold on you and rely on you.
Please don't walk away or give up on me.
Sorry if i give you troubles, But please, Don't leave me.
I know you may have your problems..
Still, Don't give up on me..
Its our 4th month today.
I bet you didn't realise it.
All this four months i've been with you,
All the break ups and upset things.
I feel i'm really in a relationship and not fooling around.

Everytime you didn't call me or reply me,
I start to think that you're out with other girls,
Or starting to leave me...

Darling, i'm serious, Please don't leave me...
I love you. I really do...
You may tease me and stuff,
Don't give up on me...