Today's paper was the last! [For this week only.]
I guess i'm falling sick.
Don't feel so well.

Sometime i just feel that, we're not together at all.
I got no idea of what you were doing the whole time.
People tell me that you're nearby,
my reaction was like the whatever kind.
Its like i couldn't be bothered kind.
All we does is talk on the phone.
And times, I'm the one who create problem.

I made you cry as if we're breaking up.
I cried as if i'm losing you soon.
We cried cause we care about each other.

I always predict about friends in their relationship.
But i can't predict mine.
I got caught up with my feelings.
I thought i was just feeling angry or irritated.
But actually I was just confusing myself.

I made you worried about me.
I made foolish mistake over and over again.
You always tell me that you're not jealous of any guy.
But deep down, You were jealous.
Sometime i just want to make you jealous,
Just to know that you care about me.

You said my blog was the key to everything in my life.
So now i'm saying out things that,
i don't dare or didn't have the courage of saying.
Tell me if i mistake things about you.
Tell me if you don't understand anything.
I just feel weird of having a boyfriend in the sudden.
Sometime, I don't know how should i react to things you do.

You always want me to say ' I love you'.
Maybe now i understand why.
You afraid that i might break with you and go with other guys.
I know you told me that you're jealous of HIM.
I didn't took that so serious.
Dear, I'm sorry to make you jealous in this way.
But i can assure that i only treat him as a good friend.
Like how me and gregory or yanwei are.
Please believe me.
Even if they like me or what,
Too bad and too late,
Cause i already got you now.

[ EDITED ]
I HAVE TOTALLY NOTHING TO SAY!!!
I'M PIST, ANGRY, SAD, JEALOUS!!!
I'M TELLING THE TRUTH OF HOW I FEEL NOW.
MY HEAD GOING TO BURST.
I'M GOING TO BURST OUT OF TEARS.