I'm in my bad mood term.
It is as if something happen.

I'm worried about people.
I'm worried about him.
He ask me to show him some secure,
But i don't know how to.
I don't even feel secure at times.
How do you want me to relax and rest?
I'm sorry if i did not tell you anything that you want to knwo.
But i have my own reason not to tell too.

So sorry if you think i'm not caring about you.
But i just want to stay close with my friends for now.
You want hug and kisses from me to you.
But all i can give is words that I can promise.

You want to hear what you want to.
But at times, I feel that i'm just lying to myself.
Sad, depress, tears may fall unto,
but what i want is to protect from myself.
I feel uneasy to relay on you.
I feel that i may fall anytime.
It is not easy to do this.