Am i start thinking too much or what? He went to the course he wanted. I should be happy for him and yet, why am i crying? Why am i so sad? I know we won't be long. Poly have much more girls which is prettier and better then me. But i'm just that sad ryt now. I'm out of words. I really don't know what can i do now. I will be able to see him only on sunday and saturday. Guess there will be once, i won't be able to see him at all ba. This is what my feeling told me. Does he even think of me? When i misses him so much? When i think of time most of the time? I don't even know why. But this is how i feel. Feel so terrible. We're not talking much also. Never talk on msn also. Call him, his tone its like he don't want to hear from me. I don't know. I don't know what is he thinking about at all. I've nothing to say. Nothing at all.