.Saturday, February 10, 2007
@ yoururlhere
Alright! Yesterday was our first girls outing! Ain, Amanda, maria and me went out together for the first time! Cool! Too bad we don't have any camera! WASTED!! I WANT A CAMERA!!! seriously!! Yeah, We went out. Went to ain's work place. She wanted to get her pay from her boss. So we accompanied her , Waste for an hour plus! I was so pist off. Its like, I've only limited time. So don't want to waste time waiting around. But got not choice. Waited then. Was talking to some people there. Their kinda nice people around. After awhile, A few guys came in. Well, They were ah beng, Then there was this guy, His an ah beng. Not bad looking. But he smokes! Haha. Okay, Never mind. All of us start talking like we work here and known each other for a long time. But well! Its fun. Help out to move some stuff as they moving to another place. It was tiring. After that, We went off. When we on our way to meet ain's friend, he msg ain and ask for my number. My mind was like, I knew it! He wouldn't ask to comfirm with ain for her number. But well, So i just gave then. We start sms each other and stuff, I know he want to jio me, He know that i know about it. So he start talking about he will quit smoking for going after me, I told him i don't like guys to change cause of me as it isn't a right way at all, If things don't goes well, He might blame me and stuff.
I guess he isn't a bad guy after all. But, I knew him earlier or something . When i didn't have feeling for wei liang, he still might have a chance. But the thing is that, i don't know how to tell him that i've someone in my heart already. Everytime when i have someone in my heart or i have a boyfriend, guys will come and go after me. Gosh! Every single time it happens like that. But this time, I'll make it clear. Some how i'm serious with wei liang. Its just some how i like him so much. I can even cry cause of him when we're even acting being together. Its kinda stupid. But this is how i feels. This is how trouble it'll goes when it comes to love.