Well, I guess today 14th jan its the end. He put, ' I think is time to put to an end to it and give it all up since there is no point holding on anymore.' I think he is right. We're together cause of jj. Since jj stuff its over. What's more to be together. But there is really alot of sweet memories. When ever i'm angry. He will be there to help me. My birthday he bought me presents. So as christmas. Yet i didn't do any good things for him. I couldn't even make him smile cause of me. I guess i got too serious in this isn't it? Silly me...