Well, Its been some days i haven't been blogging eh? Things hasn't be good to me. Studying hard for my n level so as common test. Have to take care about school and church stuff too. I'm so tired. Well, N level practical for CPA started today. It went okay. Wasn't putting much affort. Was freaking cold and i ended up sick, having this stupid flu. GOSH!

I don't know what to say about him now. Its just that, things change after what happen. I tried so hard to talk to him as a friend. He ended up ignoring me and now i was told that he planning to change church. What the hell la! Why do he want to change? Its like, His been in this church longer then me. Saying want to change seems nothing to him. I don't want him to go. I really don't want. Hais. I told jonathon how i feels and he went to tell him. All he can come and sms me telling me that i have no fault and saying that everything is his fault. What fault does he have to blame on himself?! I really don't understand. Not a single thing about him. I'm so speachless. He told me he will be back to himself again. Asking me not to cry again. What can i say? If that is what he think, I've got nothing to say now...