BoO... back with mi le! haha... hm... don't see i'm cheerful gal in outside... actually i'm just a sad gal inside...

today can say i let out SOME of the things in my hearts? can't believe o cry on the chaple service lor... but i can't hold it back le... started cry... pastor wee was talking... my heart was thinking when will it finish... coz i can't hold my tears anymore... finally finish.. i walk out of the chaple... sit outside class... crying... i though walking here and there i will get better... but is still the same... tears kept roll down... i feel sho hurt in my heart...(but there is still someone behind mi lent mi the shoulder to cry on...) i cry and cry... wash face.... cry again... then wash again... untill ms huq came... i faster go off le... heng sia...then go match... shout till no voice... now sore troat... then wah liao... damn pissed off... i friday got student leader investiture... then have match lor... i tell mr tan can don't go... he say cannot... i go for the match also no use... cheer onli... if onli wan us to cheer... i might as well go join cheer leader... then i very angry lor... i heck care ar... at least i at school still can go for the investiture... haix... the more i think... the more angry... haix...