yeah... back with another days of mine... don't know how to phrase it.. hehe... hmm... ok la... start with something quite happy in my mind...


well.... a guy( i can't sae who iz it...) he has been waiting for mi from last year till now... yeah... then he ask mi for stead...hm... take mi few daes to think... yeah... i accept him... yeah! haha... but... i have something in my heart that i don't dare to tell him... i wanted to ask him to give mi more time... coz before him... i had a crush on a guy for quiet long time? i don't dare to tell him... i'm afraid he will got upset... he say he will lay his life on mi no matter wad... and he promise mi say that he will make mi happy no matter wad... i'm really afraid .. all guy say that... but in the end? is still the same as end up... even now my heart is not fully in him... i don't know how... sometime i will have a very deep feelings for him... sometime not... LS is waiting for mi... i told him... 'one month... wait for mi one month... i may not be yours ... if you wan... you can wait....' i don't know wad to do with LS... he sms everyday... saes that miss mi badly... somethings i wanted to ask... am i that good for guys target? i can see sho many ppl that is much better then mi... haiz... i don't know... yeah... maybe takes time... hmm... i don't know... can say that is again unknown? don't know...


yeah... yesterday talk on the phone with april... then mr tan call her father... then talk talk talk... then become i talk with her father... then say must talk bout study... don't keep talk bout bois all that... i also blur... i keep saying ... orh... orh... haha... then ok... talk back with april... then have to hang up le... sho sad.. stupi dlor... hm... yeah...