haix... let say that.. i'm really changed? finally someone tell mi if i'm changed or not... is like... ye xiang say i changed good... say i last year very easy angry... then this year not so easy to be angry... then today... i don't really remember wad i say or did at table tennis room... after i play finish... joey say like... er... ze suan... you don't look like ze suan le... i think as in... i don't be like wad i use to be? i don't know... i really think i'm changing... plus my life also... i really wan to know wad is going on... God... pls help mi...

then is like... kind of surprise... two guyz ask mi for stead lor... then is like... i don't know wad to do... one is sec one de... one is sec two de... i really don't know lor... is like... my mind now is mix up again? all i can answer now is don't know here and there... i wish someone will come infront of mi... and help mi to put in propurly... i became to be bad... starting to cry lots bout small thing...