long time never update again... hm... actually... lots of things to say... onli i don't know how to phrase it...haix... lots of stuff i'm confuse.... i don't know wad is love feel like anymore... is like... that time i say i like a guy... then i suddenly ask myself... is it i really like him... or is just a like as a friend... then i don't know lor... haiz... don't know wad to do... this is no one can help mi... haiz... then school days... totally sucks... day by day... kana two hours school service... i also think... am i the one changing or the teacher that put mi School service changing...haiz...

then just yesterday just fight with chin hao... he sucks! i intro xin yu to him... then as usual... ask xin yu for number then wan to talk to her on the phone... then he everytime call mi to call xin yu to call him... or sms mi say when she reach home call him... why can't he do it himself? he hurt mi the worst time is the time on my birthday... he make mi cry ... i admit.. i emotionnal gal... easy to cry... he go insult mi say wad i'm a bitch... then wad stupid stuff come out... COME ON! my birthday he say that to mi... he don't know how i feel... i get insulted in school... now him? and yet he still dare to say that he is my good friend... Good friend will not ask ppl to do that... yeah... forgive and forget... he did so much stuff... i did forgive and forget... wad bout him? do he actually know how i feel? ppl have limits... once i forgave him he will do it again... he totally sucks... and i thought he is my good friend... now i know his true colour of himself... i really don't know wad to do bout him le... haix....