wah liao... my friend was in a bad mood today... then i say cheer up... don't be sad... now is my turn! no one understand mi...most friends bully mi... very hard to talk to those ppl that are nice to mi... i was out with my friends... go to her christmas bash... my mum call mi to go home... that is... 9+ she call mi.. then my friend say is untill 10.30... then going to finish le... my friend tell mi maybe 11 finish...i was... huh... then i and wilfred faster go le... take taxi...

then is like not fair lor... both of my sista can go out so late onli i can't... even my mum say i'm a gal cannot go out till so late... my both sista go out... not to school or work... can go till like very late lor... and my mum didn't scold them didn't take their hp... and today... is my unhappy day... i was late go home... at least i try to get home fast... reach home... mum came out from her room... scold mi ask mi where i go... and i tell her le... then she ask mi where is my hp... next time then no need to call mi le... if she worry bout mi... care for mi... she at least show it to mi? and not there scolding mi....i broke a plate last time... then she was scolding mi... and never ask mi did i get hurt or wad....just continue scold mi... did she ever know my feeling...

i was stress and having pressure since i'm young...my marks didn't pass... she was scolding like hell... say i'm the stupidest in my family... i was really heard lor... then untill when i'm P6 PSLE.... go school to get my score... it was 109/200... and get top EM3... i was so happy... then my sista came to my school... when she knew the score... she was happy for mi also... then go home happily... told my mum everything... and guess wad she say? 'onli 109... just pass onli...'(in chinses) when i heard that... i was really hurt much lor... i study so hard... get quite good score... and go home... let my mother school say i'm so stupid... i ran to my room and keep crying... untill i fell asleep... i wake up and i'm still hurt... i always wan to forget all how she hurt mi... but she evrytime like that... she is not hurt but i'm hurt...i always think... am i from this family? my elder sis look like my dad... my second sis look like my mum... and mi? they all say i look like my aunt... all my sis could do... onli i can't do...

i also think is that... why is she doing this to mi? i just don't know... all i feel is that i'm deeply hurt... don't wanna say anymore... or i'll cry more....