.Saturday, March 12, 2005
@ yoururlhere
hm... ok... i'm alrite bout mi and zong yang matter... but hey! i'm still a kid! haha... sho will be childish... haha... hm... SORRY HOR ZONG YANG... PIG!!! haha... hm... yeah... letting ppl worry i will feel guilty... yeah...cry today... then let janet saw... then she ask mi wad happen to mi... then i tell her nothing... but... at least i know they still care for mi...
starting i was very angry with zong yang... i saw him i try to aviod him... then he sms mi 'still hate mi ah?can i see you oneday ... i clarify everything..' then guess wad i reply? coz in a rude way... hehe... i say' see mi for wad?! there is nothing to clarify...'... my mind was very angry... once i see him... i will be very angry... then he reply say' ze xuan i know you are not like that de...give mi a chance to clarify everything...' same thing i reply him a rude way... then i went to but two packet of water... one for mi and another is for si han... i go back to chaple basement... pass the water to si han... then go out... zong yang wad outside there waiting for mi... i was freak out... then i just put on my happy mask on... talk less then five min... then i walk away le... coz i can't listen... or i will burst wil tears... while i walking away... tear came down... then i sms zong yang..' zong yang... think this is the last time we will face to face talk le... i can't be putting on happy mask while my heart inside say that i'm sad...' then no reply... i went for my cell group activity... go walk don't know how many km... walk 4 hours... then i walk and think... untill i'm clear bout my mind... really thank God that i've gone tot he walk... or else i'll still be angry with zong yang... yeah... then sms him say sorry.. then never reply... i thought he angry with mi lor... then he is not... we break friendship and together again become together friendship le! hehe... yup..
even the cut in my heart not fully healed...
but hope we will still be friends forever...
there is one song... i love it very much... ok la... remind of my first love we did la...even dough we onli hold hand walk though orchard... but is still fun... that you can spend time with your loves one...= )
never be replace by
first lady
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you, yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time
From the day I met you I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you, and I wanna have your kids
It can never compare to the feeling of your kisses
I could say I'm truly happy till this day
You make me think I gotta live my life everyday
There's never been a doubt, in my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side
But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
Join everyday that I've spent with you
And I won't miss you cause I'm happy that I had you at all
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you, yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time
