I have been blogging lately, didn't i? Didn't had a very nice time today. After 'G.L.T' confess to me the other time, I didn't know how to face him today. They say that they can tell that he like me. But isn't him alway being who he was? All i can do is just pretend that i don't know anything. Trying to talk to him at times. It didn't really works. Of how he look today. Being so quiet.

When he told me he like me, It was the time that i told him about me and James. I told him the rumours spread around. Which he misunderstand that James as if James were the one who spread it. He actually scold the F word. So after that he told me he like me. Yet telling is up to me. Man! I don't like people say that. Totally sucks. I do admit that i at a huge crush on James now. But then, Its making me not to have a crush of James cause of him. Hais...

Today in class was asking James to take over me for tomorrow chapel service. Then i told him cause it's wei li's birthday. Then she and Janet can't make it. So it left me. Then surprisingly that he say he'll go with me tomorrow. I was happy.[ DUH! ] After that he told me he was on his way home, putting a ' damn sad ' in the end of the message.

Knowing him around 1 year plus, Its the first time to hear him saying sad in a really sad way. Cause of his family is blaming him and themselves cause of him. Get what i mean? I understand how it feels. Just think that you're in his position. You'll sure be having stress or pressure cause of it. But i couldn't say much, I told him that if both parents is working, This kind of stuff mostly will happen. Is it wrong? i really don't know. I hope i don't add salt in his wound. I really hope that he'll be alright. It makes me kinda worried. Pray to God.