.Wednesday, November 22, 2006
@ yoururlhere
Well. I guess its another one of my story. I don't know what i can i say here. I was confuse cause of someones action. I think its better then keep it in my heart then typing out. Its been two days already. I'm still thinking what is he thinking in his mind. I don't get it at all. Seriously. Not even abit. I thought he is a nice guy. He IS a nice guy. But till that day. I don't know what can i say about him anymore.
Went movie with him on monday. Actually cause i wanted to see him. Hehe. Yeah. We catch a movie. When we got in. They were still play adverdisment. So we just sit down. He was tired. So i asked him to sleep first. Then he lie on my shoulder. Smiling . After that. In the meddle of the movie. I was saying him. He start tickling me. After that his hand landed on my shoulder. As if we were a couple. After that he start tickling me again. And this time landed on my waist. I was like. GOSH! what to do! . But since i likes him. So its okey for now. After that. He make me lied on his shoulder. I was abit happy. Saying to myself that how i wish we can continue stay like this. End of the movie. Its still abit dark. He was covering my eye and making my nose. He looked at me smiling nicely. I was like. what is it going on . Suddenly. He just kiss me. My head was like, ' What is it happening now?! Aren't we gone too far? and i thought he isn't this kind of guy.' By the way he kiss, can tell that it isn't his first kiss. And i was thinking. Does he like me in the first place?! After the movie, we were like nothing happen just now. He was sick that day and fell down cause of his work. But all he say to me is ' Cause of you, I sick i still come leh! Cause of you, my back bone hurts i still come leh. ! Cause of you, i'm tired and i still come leh!' . I really don't understand him. Not now anymore. I thought those kind of girls that he like was those nice and gentle and kinda classical kind. I really don't get it anymore. But i still like him now.. I guess..
*you kiss me that day.
I start to wonder.
Do you love me at all?