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I know i haven't been saying this word,
But yet, I can't hold back anymore.
FUCK LA!
I'm holding back my tears while you keep insulting me.
Keeping back my words while you're saying me stupid.
WHAT DO YOU EXPECT FROM ME?!
You're not even perfect,
Yet you hope i'm perfect?!

You may found out that time that i got a boyfriend.
Now i don't have anymore,
Are you happy enough?!
Insult, Compare, Talk.
What else can you do?!
FUCK LA!

How much more pressure you want to give me?
I tried my best in my whole time,
Yet all you can do is compare me with others!
I'm working hard for the sake for mom as she can have most saving.
Did you even give her money to spend anot?!
Talk big asking me to study hard to go poly and stuff.
What about money!?
Do you think hearing mum says that her bank no money, i'm very happy is it?
I don't see my two other sis were troubled when they're in schools.
Why am i the one always got the worst!?

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While jealous that she saw him yesterday,
I SAW HIM TODAY!.
Happy yet sad.
We may contact and talk like nothing.

But when we see each other,
Its a different thing.
I can tell that he don't want to see me today.
Oh well, I think he plans not to see me after we broke up.
Who knows what his thinking.

He cut his hair,
Okay i admit, He look cute.
Hais. Heart pain to see him.
He looks normal and fine,
That's good right?

I miss him .
Its not fair!
And he'll reply life isn't fair.
babe, i miss you so much.