.Monday, May 21, 2007
@ yoururlhere
I'm tired! Tired tired tired!!! Working this few days. Plus will be working next few days also ba. Supper tired!!!! Last night ah hon called. We talk for a while till 2am.!!! As i left four hour to sleep. As you can imagine how will i be like to be like a zombie in school.
Yesterday was ah keong last day working at novena. He got transfer to another place. Well.. I wrote a letter to him. Just a few words. I pass to him. He got all happy and become like a little boy. So cute of him. But sad. its only 5 days that i knew him. Wish he will stay. But well.. He promise to come back visit us once in a while. Hopefully when he come back visit, I'll be work i guess. HOPE!!!!
Well, As you can see that i was on the phone with ah hon till late. Well, from what i heard from sky and the rest, He like me? or maybe just a crush. Well, I can't say anything. He seems to be a nice guy, cute little boy at times. But then.... He seems to be a strong buddism. Maybe not that strong. Well, overall ... i don't think i'll like him ba. We're like two diff people. Even though both is malaysian. But we grow up in a diff way. I totally have no confidence in relationship now. Totally! Losing one and another. I understand for my senior will say that i'm still young.. well. I agree on that actually. Another reason i won't accept him is that... He work at the same place as me. If we're together, One day we break. Won't it cause a CHAOS for me and him? Its not i think too much..
He ask me out on wednesday. Well... I got work on that day and wanted me to accompany him go SHOPPING!. Well.. Most of my friends knew that i don't go shopping. (If they knew me well enough.)Well, So he will be alone on his off days i guess. Haha.. Well. just let it flow. I believe it will flow to somewhere..